I wanna wanna have you lying next to me.
I wish that I could take it back,
Put you on my favorite track, and play you on repeat.
And every day since then is incomplete.
--


(sorry if its too.... sappy. its 3:22 cut me some slack xD)
its like love, but the friendship version.
like the butterflies, only lifted
to my heart
not down in my stomach.
The 'how much can i talk to you in a day' game.
the safety game.
the forget-everything-else game.
the part where it doesnt matter what i say.
doesnt -- usually -- matter what you say.
s'long as you're smiling
i am too.
s'long as you're my friend.
i'm happy enough.
enough so i can sleep at night.
and so that sleeping isnt a chore.
so i can wake up and get the day over with.
AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.
so i can stop the nonsense.
and breathe. And know:
my life's far from over, at this rate.
thank you.
for being amazing.
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hahahah.
idk why i thought of this just now but you better realize you're my person to call in an emergency! D<
besides the police. x3